Forever Waiting for a Shoe to Drop on my Head


We’re forever faced with the project of saving ourselves. Or reconstructing ourselves back to what we once were, or better yet, growing from that past and moving forward to a brighter future. We’re always hurtling towards a next step, intuitively we feel faced with bigger picture thinking a lot, and it causes us slight alarm.

Why do I always think something is going to fuck up all the goodness I’ve grown?

I know a ton of good examples for you. Like, a new relationship, a new job, etc. It can happen that we’re cruising along, and can’t see how good we’ve got it, and assume that something is going to come about and puff, puff, puff and blow our whole damn house down.

Like once a day I have to remind myself that I’m worthy of love, of good, well-paying gigs that I enjoy, or else I can tend to overthink anything that could go wrong with my current adventures. 7

We’re all deserving of good, passionate love, strong, equal-footing partnership, and life shattering sex to boot. We can’t help ourselves with the positive personas and lovely demeanor we’ve created or cultivated if we keep looking over our shoulders for the boogeyman. Not happening; cut the shit.

And in the end, whatever’s supposed to be, will be, and all your anxious thoughts won’t help.

Bring forth love, compassion, hope, truth, get out of your inner head and see God’s glory all around you.

Can’t wait to see you!



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